Intangible Love Letters

12/11/2008, 2.31pm - I've got too much baggage, will kill you too lol

15/11/2008, 1.55pm - Hehe ok. i'm gonna try a pasta carbonara recipe i found ;P Get ready your toilet coz it involves raw eggs LOL

16/11/2008, 4.25pm - Thanks for the everything else ;) Puked one more time before my meds lol. Had a nice time anyway. Still think you kinda planned it lol.

17/11/2008, 3.53am - Don't want you to think i'm backing out or whatever lol. you have funny assumptions about me :p

17/11/2008, 5.58pm - Dragging man lol.still got 1 1/2 speaker more to go. surprised i've registered in your consciousness finally, or is it part of being a bad boy

18/11/2008, 3.17am - Hey no pressure...lol. i can catch up on some zzz. and i just got a message on facebook about a freelance job so i'll follow up on that. hey, when we were er,saying goodbye without talking, heh, it just hit me that i really really do like you. don't really know what to do with that given my situation :/

18/11/2008, 3.31pm - Nope, just went for a briefing on the job hehe. man. have to work in my holiday, why are you grinning anyway, i think i gave you more stress only last night hehe

18/11/2008, 4.01pm - With a bestial roar of happiness? LOL. Hm,you can try to take on thursday if you can't go off tomorrow. i mean i'm not going anywhere hehe

18/11/2008, 5.25pm - What, another ploy to get in my pants?haha

18/11/2008, 9.30pm - Oh geez here we go, if he gets high and says stuff, just remember i was going to tell you but not so soon since he's your friend and all. it's nothing much but you might feel weird about it. i know i do, and urgh ok i am impulsive and i had nothing holding me back or to give me 2nd thoughts

18/11/2008, 9.39pm - Not emo! just find it ironic that i asked him to ease up and yet i still can't see you lol. anyway, he knows when you're messaging me.

18/11/2008, 10.37pm - Well he called me for a bit just now, he sounded alright. i'm gonna continue that nap of mine, and i'm hoping i'll wake up to see you :p

19/11/2008, 10.51am - Can't figure out if you really are a sweet guy genuinely concerned or not. strange lah.lol

19/11/2008, 10.41pm - Wish i was playing you instead :p

19/11/2008, 10.51pm - Did you like it? could it be better? besides going bareback which i'm sorry i can't! don't go looking for other chicks ok lol

20/11/2008, 9.16am - Morning sweetie and nasty dojiman. just wanna say have a good day ahead, and that i woke up to pleasant thoughts of us dating, fucking and sucking. lol

20/11/2008, 12.56pm - Hey sexy. paul's insisting to bring me lunch, even though i said no need. em, so he's gonna come over with food. i think it's gonna be a bit awkward.

20/11/2008, 2.20pm - No way! i was just wishing you were here instead. it wasn't too bad i guess, he didn't bring up anything weird. and he brought pork noodles. yum.

21/11/2008, 12.31pm - I'm really glad i went over. hey i told paul about us, hope you don't mind. think he mentioned it to you too. he seems cool about it, sort of. i'm just relieved we don't have yo hide it anymore. i really want to do this right by you.

21/11/2008, 1.14pm - Wow. he actually told me he loved me and wanted to see me happy.

21/11/2008, 1.25pm - Well I confided in him about centain things. he knows it's not as simple as "who came first". he understands me to a centain extent, so he knows it isn't your doing. anyway i'm gonna release some pent up stress now with my vibrator while thinking about you ;)

21/11/2008, 1.32pm - Uh huh.mm, feels good. your cock feels better thought, wish we were fucking and sucking againg. next time you're gonna lick and hammer me and make sure i cum like a bitch on heat.

21/11/2008, 7.12pm - Hey. in case i don't get to msg you later. just want you to know that it's gonna be a long two days or so for me. the thought of not being able to see you is making me feel physically shitty inside, dunno if that scares you lol.

21/11/2008, 7.43pm - Just hope you'll know what's happening on my end a little better, that's all. i know we're both kind of guarded and uncommunicative sometimes, but hopefully we'll feel it's worth the risk to open up more.

21/11/2008, 9.52pm - Hey we just got on the train hehe. cramped up in the top bunk lol, frankly trying to avoid squeezing in with my ex below. she's been a bit emo and been saying she wants to sleep in the same bunk sigh. Yea sorry was last minute packing as usual… nice to know even the dojiman can be made speechless hehe. i'm really glad i saw you this morning, i like being with you.

21/11/2008, 9.59pm - No. can't think of/ don't want/ don't care about/ don't wanna mess around with anyone else right now.

22/11/2008, 11.08am - Sigh. she tried to like cuddle and kiss me in the room, i was like physically pushing her off. finally i told her i'm seeing someone and then she turned away and i knew she was like crying. she didn't respond to me so i just went to take a bath. now she's taking hers.zzz. i KNEW something like this would happen.

22/11/2008, 7.16pm - Hey. i havn't had an "impulse" to do anything with anyone else since you. the 3d concert thing was cool! they played all the awesome songs hehe. meeting forc to watch tropic thunder. sorry dear i know i said we'd watch it together but it's that or high school musical lol! hope you're not hanging out with sabrina tonight hehe

24/11/2008, 12.33pm - Zzz. you supposed to show me your sexy beefed up body remember, you can't do that by dieting :p Are you on msn? forgot tot tell you something yesterday lol.

24/11/2008, 7.45pm - Ha. lucky i reached before they closed at 8. er. so i was damn embarrassed cos this doctor also sees my mum. she will also give me this cream that you should use also :p This is great. we have more in common that we thought

25/11/2008, 9.16am - Apply liberally 2 or 3 times a day! ok? good boy!

26/11/2008, 2.47am - Hey! so sorry, i just saw you msg. thought your phone might still be not charged so i didn't let you know. am home, really glad i got to see you, was missing you the whole day

26/11/2008, 10.19am - Good morning emo old man! Roarrrrr. Woke up at 7 to bathe pooch and go to the gym. Hehe. Now feel like eating a horse. And riding a stallion.lol

24/12/2008, 3.09am - Hehe good. chinese say, "peng, leng,cheng" isnt' it lol. have a good rest, i'm getting my "freelance" done. feeling really nice inside, i meant everything i said. you give me so much to look forward to.

Origins of Batman

I know it's been too long. I'd blame it on my recurring mental constipation, but everyone knows that's just an excuse for laziness.

Anyway, I'm leaving for Hainan tomorrow morning. Which brings a point I wanna make: why the fuck does everyone thinks Hainan is in Vietnam? That's Hanoi for god's sake. Can't tell the difference between the two? Time to signup for some refreshment course at the nearest elementary school!

Anyway, the main reason I login my blogger account was to archive this link I got from http://akutakpeduli.blogspot.com/

The name looks photoshopped, but I couldnt give a fuck. It's just too funny.

Larkin Step

"Larkin Step", by Ling86

God he turned and walked away,
Couldn't think of what to say,
When plane engines fall through your roof;
And I broke my knee while walking down the street that I live in,
While noone was passing by.

Life moves along, and it trickles down the cheeks of every beautiful boy;
Time comes along, and it breaks every bone in your spine.

And into the flight of night,
Insomnia strikes, and hopes alight,
Set ourselves up to fall;
So we stargaze and we write down all the things that we'll do;
Fall into the river, our pockets full of stone,
Full of stone.

WTB space to host picture

Assholes.

This world is full of assholes.

They have this unbelievable obnoxious attitude, superhuman-like ability to piss people off, complete asinine juvenile behavior and total dedication to personal gain without regard to others.

They should classify assholes as a new species on earth. I think assholes are the next form of evolution for retards. They mutate after years of environment influences and combination of genetic constructs.

Something like Godzilla, but less cooler. Maybe Barney the Pink Dinosaur.

I cant believe my luck when I ran into them these past few days. Karma I'd say.

From the uncle who made an emergency right turn into my lane without slowing down, to the auntie who cut in the long-ass queue as if I was invisible, and even online gamers who mis-use your friendship to get stupid game items (omg you stupid fuck, it's just pixels) these people think they own the world, either that or the world owes them a favor.

I'd say fuck them. I'd bitch slap them but there's so many of them in this world, I would get a sore arm while delivering justice. I think should invest in a nuclear bomb or something. When these assholes meet up for their Annual Assholiness Gathering, I'd nuked them all.

One year from now.

1 year from now, on this same day, something big is gonna happen.

For the record : My actions are solely of my own. I'm writing this down so that innocent people wont the blame. Use this post as a testimonial or a court evidence if you have to.

All this might not make sense now but it will next year.

So watch this space exactly 1 year from now, unless I chicken out.

riiiizkeekeekoo

I'm hungry.

Kept thinking bout McNuggets since this morning. I'm mean what the fuck right?

Anyway, Optimus Prime would have only 1 thing to say to this...

"MAKANBOTS, TRANSFORM AND ROLL OUT"!!

Of Saturdays and stolen Spectacles

Things was looking bleak for the weekend, till Saturday itself materialised.

Velvet felt the same as any other day as we walked in. No celebration of anything in particular. Just maybe a celebration of the weekend and a toast or two to random things in life.

Highlight of the day: The back exit door of Velvet opened and a drunk girl came in, walked to our table, stopped next to me and ask:

Girl : Can you follow me to my table?

Before I could answer, she grabbed my hand and pulled me away from my friends.

Me : Where's your table?

Girl : I don’t know!! What's your name?

Me : xxxxxx

Girl : What?

Me : xxxxxx

Girl : Come again?

Me : Nevermind, call me anything you like. Anyway, we'll walk to every table till you see someone familiar.

So I took the lead. As we were making our way through the crowd, I could feel both her hands hugging me from behind.

Suddenly, she removed her hands and then I felt my glasses being lifted off from my face. Turning around, I saw her putting on my glasses.

Me : I cant see without them

Girl : I don’t care!!

Shortly after that, a dood came along and took her back to her table. Before that I quickly pull away my glasses from her drunken face.

God if you read my blog, please gimme a sober girl next time.