Revelation

Today, a heavy burden was lifted away from my chest. Revealed to her a lot of truth about my past behavior for acting it cool with our relationship and it's motives.

Unless you have a loud mouth, its not easy to keep secrets.
Perhaps some secrets are meant to be kept for an eternity.
Perhaps some secrets are meant to be shared, maybe not at today...but somewhere in the future.

Whoever said "It's better not to say, then to say" was obiviously wrong.
....or maybe I was not strong enough to carry the secret with me to the grave.



Actions that I took, so that both of us dont have to face the pain.
Sacrifices that I made, so that only one person would have to endure...

...and I took it upon myself to endure it all.

Perhaps I was wrong to manipulate her decisions, perhaps her decisions was of her own. Nevertheless, I'm sure the person she's ending up with will treat her right.

And sometimes, thats all that matters.

Zouk : Banned

Ok la, I know this is a flyer, but my camera no battery to snap a picture of of the invite. But it looks similar ok?

I got this invite for 2 to the Fort Minor DJ Spin-Off competition in Zouk Velvet on Saturday. Heard that Mike Shinoda "might" be there. I mean like Mike Shinoda from Linkin Park wei!!! Was guessing prolly he's not showing up, it was just the flyer saying it's his project and all. But nevertheless, anything from Linkin Park is nothing short from an awesome event right? I was all geared and pscyhe up for the event.

Until I read this on Saturday noon.

I'm not a supporter of violence. Hate idiots (the bouncers). And cant stand violence against women and defenseless people.

So end up didnt go. Eventho I got free pass. Eventho Mike Shinoda "might" be there.

Dont blame me for being imperfect, but I gotta admit this,...I wished I only come across the website only AFTER coming back from Zouk.

You know the feeling : "Regret you didnt, but Glad that you did?"

Despite Zouk being the most happening club in town and organizing the best events, I've officially ban Zouk. Oh and I meant Zouk-KL la of course. Coz Zouk Out is organized by Zouk Singapore so it's different. Feel so stoopid having to justify myself in my blog.

Random thought...or not...

Here's a thought,

"Of all things Humans are capable of, being alone is not one of them"