Of Webslingers and Hope

A Zero to a Hero
I had a spiderman re-run the other day. I dunno, but the movie never fail to inspire me. Something about about a ZERO turning into a HERO kinda reflects what I'm going thru these past few weeks. The boring monotonous working life gets to me sometimes :

1.) Wakeup
2.) Go to office
3.) Work
4.) Go back to an empty apartment
5.) Sleep
6.) Repeat steps 1 to 6

The hope that something amazing awaits me and that I'm destined for greatness gets me all exicted. Except that the fact I'm still a ZERO and if my life were to be put into into a Spider-man CD, it would still be running in Disc 1. Well, at least there would be disc 2 to look forward to rite? ....I'd certainly hope there's a Disc 2.


Hope
Hope... a simple 4-letter word.
~Something intangible.
~Something strong.
~Something we all hang on to.
~Hope is something that keeps us alive.
~Gives us the will to endure life's hardship.
~Greets us as we wake up and promising that there are better things to come.
~Inspire us to achive great things.
~Helps us to break the barriers that we set for ourselves.

In the darkest hour when all else is gone, hope is the only thing left. In war-torn countries and natural disaster-prone countries, ever wonder why the people refuse to leave the country while they still living in hardship? Becoz of hope, in hoping that despite all that's happening, peace and freedom will be restored back to normal.

We humans can survive a few days without food and water. But without Hope, we are nothing but an empty shell with a broken soul.

I dont know how this post changed subject from spider-man to hope. Maybe it's related. Or perhaps I'm just feeling retarded. I hope not.

A night of Passion

Just got back from Passions. Guess who I saw? Suilin. No wonder prior to spotting her, I could feel the heat/ hotness emitting from the center of the dance floor ; )

/rant on/
Anyway, I had a bad experience just now. You see, my friend's (who wasnt there) girlfriend was asked me to accompany her to the dance floor. Ok fine. We were dancing together but then half-way rite, I suddenly realized I was dancing alone. Then I look around and I realize she was dancing with some other guy. I thought she was drunk and mistake that guy for me or 1 of my other friends la. So I danced behind her and hoping she would remember she's supposed to be dancing with the guy (me) in red tee, not the stranger in black.

But then they started whispering to each other wor. I was like wtf -_-" Maybe I was the drunk one and mistaken her for someone else instead. Then rite, a few more guys joined in and they like take turns dancing with her. And the weirdest thing happened...she layan-ed them!! Somore put their arms around her waist and stuff.

Ok, so I went up to her, tap on her elbow and ask her "Do you know these guys?" She nodded her head (either that or bopping to the music) and proceeded to wave her hand at me asking me to leave her with her friends. So I went back to my dance spot and 1 of my friends screw me for letting her dance with strangers.

What the hell was I supposed to do? She seem to know them. (which later she told me they're her ex-Lim Kok Wing coursemates/friends). Not like I abandon her on the dance floor. She wanted to dance with her friends. Was I supposed to pull her away?

Next time right, I'm gonna sendiri-layan myself on the dance floor -_-
/rant off/


Oh btw before I forget, we were there to have an advance birthday celebration for my friend. So...Happy Birthday Fever!! (not like he knows of my blog but it's the thought that counts eh?)

Just another blog entry

Amy tagged me to do post one of those quiz that's been infesting blogsphere.

I am really lazy busy la. So I'll just post one of them la okay?

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Vindicated - Dashboard Confessionals
2. Foolish Games - Jewel
3. Learn to Fly - Foo Fighters

zzzZZzzZz *Yawnz* I want to go back.

*looks at the time and then looks back the pile of work*

So much to do, so little time....

Grant me ONE wish

Exactly a year ago, I made my FIRST birthday wish.

You see, as kid I was brought up in believing that ONLY by our own hardwork and effort, we'll achieve our dreams...not by wishes, superstitious beliefs or sacrificing offerings. However last year, I went against my own principle cause I was desperate.

As I blew out the candles before me, I look at her lovely face and made the wish in my heart. She asked me to not reveal the wish to her that day but only to reveal it on my next birthday.

However today, she's not here with me. I guess I was right in the first place about wishes and all that. In my entire life, I only made 1 fucking wish and still it never came true.

Now she will never know what I wished for 1 year ago.

"I wished I can celebrate all my birthdays with you..."