Doggy style

Food, glorious food. I think I’ve already put on 2kgs in just 1 day. What else could one do if not to eat, drink and gamble?

Anyway, I’m sure everyone’s been receiving tons of those SMS-CNY wishes. However after receiving 20+ SMS and seeing that some of these SMS are the same, I start wondering if it’s even a sincere wish. It’s just a simple press of the “forward” button and press “send group/all” right? But I supposed it’s nice to know that people bother to include you in their mailing list. Anyway, one of em tickled my funny bone :

“Famous Feng Shui sifu Lilian Too advises to perform doggy style on eve of CNY to bring prosperity, health & happiness 4 the year of the dog. Gong Xi Fa Cai!!”

..yeah, happy dawg year yall.

Re : I hate you

Oh no, do not be mistaken, I've everything but hate for her. In fact no matter what, she still resides in a small place in my heart.

If anyone is to be blame for my misery, it should be myself. I should not have let her go. Things could have been different if I was more aggressive. But it's too late now. All that's left are regrets and repeatingly boring blog entries bout how miserable I am now blah blah blah.

It should stop. It's a new year anyway. We're back to being friends...just the way we were before it all started.

Besides, either I'm "perasan" or this cute girl from Shell seems to be quite "layan". Noeamsayin? =P

Aha, but don’t expect much drama la, coz I don’t wanna get involve with anyone soon. Not fair to the other party if my heart is not ready to accept anyone in yet...

...we'll see how it goes.

I hate you

I hate you, for leaving me in a miserable state of mind
Broken, helpless and beyond the point of salvation
You destroyed my pride, confidence and self-esteem
Left me with nothing but a broken shell and a rotting heart.

A year ago, I greeted you with hopeful heart
With arms wide open, I made resolutions with you.
Instead you break me, and made me suffer
And made me think that hope is for the fools.

I hate you, and I am glad you're goin away.
I saw you replacement and heard good things.
Hopefully...nah, for sure she's better then you.
With a burst of fireworks, you're gone for good.

I hate you....2005